Today, I woke up with struggles.
I wrote this post – about my Recovery Today – and it’s not very happy.

My focus for this fast has been that I would grow closer to God, more and more like Jesus.
And I think, I’ve just been attacked.

And, If you read that blog, you will know some of my struggles…and right now, I feel very tired, and very worn…
So today, my prayer is that Jesus would support me, lift up my hands, and carry me through today – give me wisdom to know what to pray.

The Bible reading that I am doing with my husband starts with Psalm 5:

Ps 5:1 Give ear to my words, O Lord; Consider my groaning.
:2 Give attention to the sound of my cry, My King and my God, for to you do I pray.
:3 O Lord, in the morning you hear my voice;
In the morning I prepare a sacrifice for you and watch.

The next few verses is how God does not like wickedness…and they won’t have a place in His Kingdom…BUT here’s a promise:

Ps 5:7 But I, through the abundance of your steadfast love, will enter your house.
I will bow down toward your holy temple in the fear of you.

King James says it this way: “But as for me, I will come [into] thy house in the multitude of thy mercy:”

I can’t come into the house of the Lord based on MY righteousness – it’s because of the gift He gave…His son.

Romans 8:31 What shall we then say to these things? If God [be] for us, who [can be] against us?
:32 He that spared not his own Son, but delivered him up for us all, how shall he not with him also freely give us all things?

This morning, as Jim was leaving, he mentioned to me that he’d read Psalm 5 – and that the last verse were very full of promise.

Ps 5:11 But let all those that put their trust in thee rejoice: let them ever shout for joy, because thou defendest them: let them also that love thy name be joyful in thee.
:12 For thou, LORD, wilt bless the righteous; with favour wilt thou compass him as [with] a shield.

English Standard version says it this way:

Ps 5:11 But let all who take refuge in you rejoice; let them ever sing for joy, and spread your protection over them, that those who love your name may exult you.

Take refuge…

Prov 18:10 The name of the LORD [is] a strong tower: the righteous runneth into it, and is safe.

Psalm 91:1 He that dwelleth in the secret place of the most High shall abide under the shadow of the Almighty.
:2 I will say of the LORD, [He is] my refuge and my fortress: my God; in him will I trust.

My recovery struggles are going to be part of my Daniel Fast.
The Daniel Fast is one of those things that I’m sure the enemy is not happy about.
But I don’t have to worry about the enemy, because he can’t do anything without going through God’s hands first.
All I have to ‘worry’ about is ME – and I’m going to be running into the Name of the Lord, and dwelling in the secret place…and abiding under the shadow of the Almighty.
HE is my fortress and refuge.

Psalm 32:7 Thou [art] my hiding place; thou shalt preserve me from trouble; thou shalt compass me about with songs of deliverance. Selah.

Psalm 119:114 Thou [art] my hiding place and my shield: I hope in thy word.

I am learning how to draw near to Him Who gave His life for me – Jesus.
And, that IS what I wanted to focus on, for this 21 day project.

Thanks for joining me in this journey,
In His hands and under His wings,
~Christi
Ps 63:7 Because you are my help, I sing in the shadow of your wings.

“The Lord does not give me rules, but He makes His standard very clear.
If my relationship to Him is that of love, I will do what He says without hesitation.
If I hesitate, it is because I love someone I have placed in competition with Him, namely, myself.” – from My Utmost for His highest

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