Pain
Sharp
Knife
Breathtaking
Sight blurring
PainDoctor?
Support?
Guidance?
Brush off
Exhausting
PainWhy can’t they just give me information so that I can make an informed decision?
Pain
Wait
Concern
Knowledge
Not bad enough
Brush offPain
ER
No help
No information
No confirmation
Just “go”I know there is no infection from the basic Natural Signs.
But I don’t know what doctors know and can’t make up my mind.Pain
Normal
Don’t move
Be still
Just lay around
And waitTwo
Weeks
Past
Schedule
Need removal
Need compassionPain?
ER!
Won’t touch me!
Cyob doc
Why call him?
No help.But if there is a deep infection for which this pain does tell,
it’s me that is going to suffer and go through the physical hell.Pain
Common
Breakthrough
Ignored
The answer?
Wait.Pain
No pain
Health
No health
Ask for help
Brushed awayBut God has promised to give me wisdom if I ask of him.
God gives me Godly counselors and I can ask of them.Pain
Love
Tiring
Energizing
Counselors
EncouragementJoy
Peace
Decision
Confirmation
Unwavering
LoveGod gives me counselors to comfort and to guide.
God gives me soul mates to settle my insides.Peace
Quiet
Be still
And know
That I am
God.
This poem was written one day when I was confused and struggling after my surgery, and waiting for the last step of my post op. This was written during my time, in which I prepared for the finale.
The story of my weeks of surgery and recovery is shared in Surgery Scuttlebutt.
Hi!
My hope in the midst of despair and my joy in the face of depression is because of my relationship with Jesus Christ. If you do not have one, or are not sure you will join him in heaven, please check out these links.
- Got Questions provides a detailed explanation of The Roman’s Road.
- Billy Graham’s version of the Plan of salvation
Thanks for joining me in this journey,
In His hands and under His wings,
~Christi
Ps 63:7 Because you are my help, I sing in the shadow of your wings.
“The Lord does not give me rules, but He makes His standard very clear.
If my relationship to Him is that of love, I will do what He says without hesitation.
If I hesitate, it is because I love someone I have placed in competition with Him, namely, myself.” – from My Utmost for His highest
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- Naomi’s Heart Ministries
- Obed’s House Ministries
- Project Based Missions, Global
- The son of a friend will be interning with CRU – previously known as Campus Crusades for Christ. If you’d like to support someone I can vouch for in this area, please consider going to Matthew Plant’s donation page.
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